Why!

Phew!
Finally , it's over.
Normally we sigh after the completion of a task which has been taxing on us . When it's done (successfully or unsuccessfully) we get a breather.
But in my special case I am feeling palliated because I could almost manage to allocate a purpose to myself. I am making it sound emotionless with less empathy because I sense a aridness within.I want to find a good reason for my listlessness. Life ..yes...leaves all questions unanswered.
I hope I get buoyant like before. Only time will tell.......